death? what is death? is death scary? how does it feels?

actually no one really knows how death feels because we are alive! since we are alive, why are there so many people who are alive and uninjured or what tends to do something to their bodies to hurt themselves? wanting to die so much? waste your time in this life in this 'fake' body to hurt yourself?

death.. is actually not scary, what's the scarier then death is WASTING YOUR DAMN TIME NOT DOING ANYTHING AND NOT TREASURING WHAT IS AROUND YOU AND WHEN YOU LOSE IT THEN YOU SAY 'IF I KNOW' ‘早知道’ if you know if you know, humans wont waste any hardship at all AT ALL you know? if you know, there would not be lottery for you all as you all 'know' what number will come next for the grand prize.

i shall not waste my time and start doing what i must do, studying is a must. but there are something more then studying i can do! (i know what i mean)